The Two “E”… The Exquisite and the Eccentric

How many times have we said never will I do neither this nor that? I am sure most of us have uttered the “I never do that” line, only to be hit by a life changing moment at an advanced point, a mark that refutes our” by no means” and transform it into “by all means” and then out of the blue, we stand in front of our new found knowledge of a new trait in us that we never ever thought we had.

Lina Hanna Hanna

We start questioning ourselves and having so many question marks? What triggered it? Was it there all along dormant and lurking somewhere inside of us, waiting for that” it factor” that will awaken and summon it from its depth?

Suddenly the “Neversay never” old saying begins to make sense to us, we start to realize that nothing is worthy of certainty, since we are a raw material, uncooked, unfinished, always changing and experiencing the tides of the sea of life… the rise and fall of our duality combat between the devilish and angelic levels caused by the combined effects of the rotation of our human side and the gravitational forces exerted by society and our environment we are but a sketch of the real image we reflect.

And for as long as we breathe, as long as we have a pulse, we discover new traits in us we transform and adopt a different behavior pattern when we think that this is it for us…

Life is never the parking space we stop and leave our character at… life is the road, the journey and all of what we meet along the way tells us something about us.

The unrevealed is what remains under the veils that gloom and murk our cataleptic and unconscious mind, if we find out even in parts bits and pieces of it, we will be lucky to have the chance to complete the puzzle to the question “who I am”?

We will need a lifetime and more to be able to answer such a simple question, since as long as we live we learn, a new day is a new beginning and every beginning is a chapter that adds to the story book of our life… the future holds numerous resources to contribute in achieving the bigger picture of that puzzle …

We are part of everything and everyone that we meet; we get informed and then transformed by the proportion of the fragments we gather and carry within us to shape the persons we become.

They say life is what happens to you when you are making other plans, I guess the unplanned, the unexpected, the unfocused on, is what reveals some of the mysteries that we long to disclose and be familiar to.

The not knowing is still charming and appealing, some matters are better of unanalyzed… we don’t have to dissect every incident, every emotion we have, the mystery is attractive, it makes us in an rather more awake state of being.

The autopsy of every matter under the sun is not always alluring; darkness is life condition, for it is the womb of darkness where any form of life starts….

Love what you can not understand if your attempt to comprehend it is in vain…and sometimes ignorance is bliss… what we do not know can never hurt us.