The hub of vitality

“All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own.”hollers Goethe

… Oh the heart and what takes place inside its doorways and its walls is solely and utterly his very own…. The heart decides to who open its doors and to whom he sings the hymn of his beating symphony … some people just shatter the gates of our hearts and impose their entrance, without permission while others crawl their way and carve their footsteps as they move slowly into the realms of this weary pumping muscle that seizes and counters every reaction or biological response we have towards the world that encloses us…

The dilemma starts, between what the heart wants and what the mind accepts, there is an ongoing war, between what we desire, and how to conspire in order to acquire the object of our desire!

Sometimes we succeed but other times we fall short on ideas and plots so we succumb to the status quo and we live with hungry hearts, scavengers ready to feed up from any provisions so we can sustain its vitals long enough to hit upon its elixir of life.

This is the case for most of us, warriors on the arena of human emotions that button from and anger, to rage and peace, zest to detachment …shift of sensation, swing of commotion, high and low in the tide of the sea of our feelings. Veto..

However there are those who are blessed of having a complete synchronized harmony of submitting their heart to their mind by either descending the yes of the mind to the no of the heart, or by ascending the no of the heart to the yes of the mind… and by so doing mastering and controlling themselves and that is the hardest and most draining task for a human being to obtain. Since it is easier to master what we do than to master what to feel! We can not choose and control our feelings, no matter how angry or frustrated a certain mood obliges us to yell and shout and proclaim our right to our Veto..

No “I object” is ever valid or efficient in the court of love….

Finally there are those who are blessed with a divine gift of having the yes of the heart in parallel with the yes of the mind … absolute freedom and pure elation, that is the unconditional status, the even though making way for the because it is so…then no doors nor walls are built around our hearts, and no authorization for access nor forbid for exit.

Come in as you please, stay for as much as you want and leave when it is no longer possible to stay, knowing that you can come back again since you have earned your way in….

Our hearts expose us to the winds of the emotional sky but it also renders the warmth of a beautiful sunny Day….make the best of it while it still pumps the blood of life in you , it is worth sucking that blood out of you as well , oh a thousand death for a moment of life , let all the blood in my veins burst out for one moment of truth….

Lina Hanna Hanna.