Lina H Hanna

Lina H Hanna

Friday, January 21, 2011

A heart between the Ruins



A broken heart, a shattered dream, an unborn reality doomed to the deception land where nothing lands and everything flies away on the wings of deceit and betrayal… A tormented being where moments drag and time howls at the nothingness and emptiness we feel when we are stabbed by the hand we grab to survive the anguish of our existence…

We all have been bitten by the venomous bite of dishonesty and emotional fraud at some point in our lives and it is a living hell, it is a pain that no words can describe or no few words can heal but it does not matter what happens to us, what really counts is what we do with what happens to us.

When someone leaves us he should never take away with him what is best and great in us, we should never let them steal our substance and our ability to love again and trust again even if we became more cautious, all we need lingers within us we can heal our wounds and make them sacred wounds for future victories .

So what if someone cracks your core and leaves you bleeding? Do you stay there until your body is dried out of your blood or do you crawl your way swimming in your blood and get up with all the pain and hurt to find a bandage to stop the bleeding?

You are your own physician, no one can mend your injury except for you, and you are what matters and those who walked out on you would have hurt you more if they stayed, and those are unworthy of your grief and your surrender, you are better off without a pseudo love and a contaminated disfigured adoration.

Do not close the doors to your heart thinking you are keeping your heart safe but know that if the winds do not enter, the rays of sun will keep out as well.

There is no guarantees in life nor does love come with certainties, the risk will always be there but calm seas do not make great sailors, do not be scared to let someone in, you deserve love do not let anyone robs you this privilege, do not allow someone to make you bitter and sour because they failed to touch and value your inner jewels and your emotional wealth…

Someone might hurt you once but it is you who hurts you twice and every single time you dwell on the ruins of a past love , or when you stay in the cold deserted spaces of your feelings rather than planting new roses for new aromas that can fill up the air with heavenly fragrances that can summon the most powerful love fairies to come to your love gardens and enjoy the stay in the warmth of your heart… just decide is your heart a tomb for a love that is rotten and decayed ?or is it a place for emotional delights and pleasures waiting to be savored and enjoyed?

You will meet every kind of lovers welcome each and every one of them, they all have a lesson to teach you, keep the true one and be happy the false will cut their way out of your heart and know that time always heals and reveals, the same heart that loved once upon a time is able and powerful to love again until he finds one person to populate all its deserts and vacant spaces. Unlock the chains and set your soul free to fly outwards or to receive and hail inwards…

Lina Hanna Hanna

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